29 months? :(

I was watching License to wed and there was a part where the girl realises she loves the guy for all the things he doesn't say and do. They way he doesn't know how to express his feelings and how she can write 7 pages worth of vows and he ends up with a picture of a truck going through a ring of fire in his book of vows - that's what she loves about him. And I realised that just about down pats everything. For all the things you couldn't say and do, for all the things you left for me to decide and do, those are the reasons why I get fustrated, mad, upset, disappointed.. and fall deeper in love with you.


I will happily buy lipstick in that shade of pink heehee :) And those pearls will make me happy.. heehee!


I don't know how I could possibly miss anyone more than this.


I don't want to be that girl
that stares at you while you're not looking
I don't want to be that girl that gets jealous
if you talk to anyone else
I don't want to be that girl that cries every night
because she wants something she can't have, but I am,
so I guess that I have to live with it


I miss your smile, I wanted you around for awhile.


look, I don't know if there's only one person
on the planet you're suppose to be with,
but when we were together, that's what it felt like
i hope you felt that too




Mmm.. I'm with you hungry hippos!

ANYWAYS!
I need your help!
I'm running low on my current face wash/cleanser and I dunno if I should fork out the money for the Anti-Blemish 3 step routine by Clinique or just buy new ones of what I have now.

I currently cleanse with the Acne wash by Neutrogena (Vanessa Hudgens HAHA XD) and moisturise with Johnson & Johnsons day cream moisturiser which I love to bits. It smells nice and makes my skin feel soft but it doesnt do anything for my pimples!


The Anti-blemish solutions by Clinique which I think is $60 something! But the bottles are huge and it'll last me forever? And it's a high end department brand so it should do wonders? right? RIGHT?! LOL

DECISIONS DECISIONS! LOL

PS. For the primary schoolies that are reading this, yes! REUNION WILL BE ON THESE HOLIDAYS! Either this coming Monday or Tuesday! (Probably a Tuesday because it's cheaper tickets on Tuesday... ROFLMAO)

PPS. I have a mini twitter thing going on with my tumblr and it's pretty much like my byaheartstring posts but shorter and much more frequent than I blog, so check it out here

PPS. If you haven't checked it out already, I have a store running on my other blog, check it out here

Rashay's

Last Wednesday I went to a work dinner with a few Myer & Gloria Jean's mates at Rashay's Cafe & Restaurant. Which was the biggest ripoff but had great food and scenery with cool plasma tv's to watch music videos off haha.

PHOTO SPAM:

Celebrating 23 years of Justin Scott! He's gonna be famous one day YAY!


Zara and F DAWG ROFLMAO :D



The crew? :]


Chris, F dawg, Me and Nadine :D


Justin, Chris and Reymond


Zara taking advantage of the REGULAR sized cups LOL


Told you he'll be famous one day.


Definitely my BFFL because we're so fetch lyk OH EM GEE haaa!


My dinner! Spaghetti Marinara.


Reymond and I's split brownie, it was so worth $5!!


Reymond's pro camera!!



Feeding time LOL


REYMOND'S A LITTLE BOY (his actually my boss :P)



Justin working it :D


Saying our goodbyes :(


Easily influeced by the Asian Junior, yours truly ^^V

Anyways, on an ever lighter note than that, I've decided to do something that makes me (and hopefully, others) really happy. I've become a missioner - OPERATION BEAUTIFUL.

I just started today putting up notes in random places telling people, they're beautiful. Because EVERYONE'S BEAUTIFUL! YEAH, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! :D

On the bus in the morning, right underneath the window.




And two toilets at a station.

I really hope I made someone's day :)
So spread the love people! Place a nice note somewhere random and let someone find it and make their day, it feels good knowing you made a random's day, seriously :D

Oh! And check out what I got for Amy ;) Love you amy! xo

I got yellow, she got pink ^^

ALMOST HOLIDAYS! I'm keeping my job for an extra week! YAY!! That means I'll be working my ass off the first week of the holidays and party hard the second! WOOOOOOOOO! :D


Hey reader, your beautiful :}

I WANT THIS BIRD :D

And I think this is uber cute :D



It's funny because I always thought the girl wanted him,
but I think she now wants you.
Haa. Aren't you a lucky fella? FS.



Tell him I hate him, tell him I don't need him.
Tell him to have a great life without me,
tell him he means nothing to me.
Just don't tell him I said this...
with tears in my eyes.

Even though the times are changing,
just know that I'll always stay the same;
I'll come running when you call my name.



We all need someone to sink our jealous teeth into.

The problem with guys is that they make you believe they love you when they really don’t. The problem with girls is that they make you believe they don’t love you when they really do.



There’s no past tense in loving someone.
It’s either you always will or you never did



Only a weak person needed someone else around all the time.
I'm glad I'm strong now, kinda.
Who am I kidding?

There are so many people reading these words now that if you put your hand against the screen, I can promise you, no matter what time it is, no matter where you are, someone else who feels the same is doing it too.



It was the sudden realisation that you and I had planned our future out 2 years ago and won't get that two years later. That's what makes me kick my computer when your name pops up in my instant messages tab. But I still click on your window and type out your name because I feel at ease.



I sat there facebook hopping and I landed on her page, again. I find it so easy to get to your page straight from hers nowadays.

You know why I go running every time we fight or argue now and not before? Because before I could yell and scream and fight till my heart's content and after a few hours we'd be ok. Because that's what couples do. But not anymore, we're not a couple, that's why everytime something goes wrong, I throw on my workout gear and I'm outta here. It's easier to say "Sorry for getting mad at you, I had no right to" then "Sorry for raging at you because you don't do the things I expect you to do for me because I really thought you were gonna fight for us" - because that defeats the purpose of us being friends. Hey, at least your keeping me fit and healthy? Ha.

I started hating going to the movies when you were no longer the one next to me talking about how hot the lead was.

I realised all the good guys wrote me letters or little notes. The asses gave me sweet nothings and empty promises. I'm still chasing an ass.



It's been a while, I went through my journal last night and I gotta admit. I was crazy in love with you. I wrote in it, I still am.

First it was your messages, soon it'll be your voice on playback, and then finally, the last pictures I have of us. Once that's all gone, I'm sure I can finally say I'm done with you. For now, I can say I'm 1 out of 3 parts over you. Or somwhere near there.



This really puzzled me. I even named the picture puzzling when I saved it LOL. When I finished reading it the first time I thought was it because her hands got to hold his hands and that was the reason why she liked it. But then I read it again and it just confused me. Help me, what do you think readers?

PS. Read He's just not that into you ladies, It speaks to you. For all the excuses he ever gave, it just means one thing. I LOVE IT, READ READ READ! :D
PPS. Next post will be on Work dinner party, promise!! LOL :D